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Brendan & The Extenuating Circumstances (Back Issue Series)

by GrooveLily

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1.
I haven't gone outside today It feels so long since you've been away The sun is bright, the sky is blue And I'm all right, and I make do The house is dark, the shades are drawn I check for mail, I mow the lawn I cannot sleep, I cannot dream And it's enough to make me scream I want you back and here with me I don't care how, I'm too blind to see I hurt so bad when you're away I can't go through another day Without you back and here with me I wish that I could wish you well But I can't pretend that life without you's not a living hell I wouldn't waste a wish on that I'd wish that wish to wish you back I want you back, I want you back I say it with no metaphor I want you back, I want you back And I repeat it more and more I want you back, I want you back I miss you more and more each day I want you back, I want you back I ain't got nothin' else to say Well, there it is, I've said my piece This song won't bring you back, but it may give me some release I've got no more words in my pen I might as well sing it again
2.
There you go again You open your mouth and out comes a flock of birds Filling the air enchanting us all with the wit on the wings of your words like the man who could turn straw into gold you’re making a diamond from pieces of coal. There you go again Pushing you pencil to places that I’ve never been and taking me there taking me off of the page and right into the scene with a word you can make any tale unfold because you’re making a diamond from pieces of coal. I want it You make it sing I covet your pair of wings Astounded Although I try I’m grounded At least I get to watch you fly. There you go again you open your arms and you take me in your embrace friendship so rare telling me how much I mean from the look on your face and you know it is written on your soul you always will be making a diamond from pieces of coal.
3.
I’m the clown with painted frown who prances for your pleasure I’m the lion tamer taming quiet lion’s roar I’m the chap with suit and cap who runs the three-ring circus I’m the barker selling all my secrets at the door and I stand so high hear drums roll telling me now to step out in the air Every day I make believe before an empty grandstand Every night I make believe I was not left behind Everything was right ’til you ran off to join the circus I remained inside a haunted big top in my mind and now, looking down, paralyzed, I am stilled by my own little fear Isn’t it crazy how we walk this tightrope wire Juggling far too much and everything at once on the balancing act Where is the safety net that I thought was over the fire Isn’t it crazy Nobody told me This is the show…
4.
You got the action figure set with the castle You got your legos strewn all over the rug You got electric train, you got the Tarzan and Jane You got the miniature VW bug You got the mini-golf course out at the mansion You got a hundred-fifty G.I. Joes You got the light brite on, you got the stretch armstrong I sure wish I had me one of those Well you taunt me with your toys, Yeah, with everything that you bought Yes I can’t help but envy your fine situation, baby All I want is everything you got. You got your daddy paying your way through college You got no worries long as you behave You walk on easy street with your easy feet You gonna walk it all the way to your grave Well you taunt me with your toys, Yeah, with everything that you bought Yes I can’t help but envy your fine situation, baby All I want is everything you got. You make me green with envy knowing you never had to work too hard You make me lose the forest for the trees in your backyard You never end what you begin, no, you let it all sit there and rot And though your grass looks a whole lot greener, When I mow my lawn, I give it everything I got You got the television bigger than Elvis You got the thousand dollar cellular phone You got the chauffeur on call, you got the charity ball But you never done a thing on your own You got computer printer monitor modem You got a catalog to service your needs You got everything that success can bring Without ever having to succeed Well you taunt me with your toys, You are everything that I’m not And while I envy the bread you got lying around And I covet the color you been painting the town I pity the way that you bring yourself down Because all you are is everything you got.
5.
Dan Messé of HEM wrote this song. Check out http://hemband.com/ for more information. They're sublime.
6.
Hey you gorgeous thing You’re my gorgeous thing And you know that every time I’m near you I say “Hey you gorgeous thing, You’re my gorgeous thing, And it makes me want to jump for joy and laugh and sing.” And I sing, la la la. la la la. la la la la la la la. la la la la la la la la. la la la. la la la. la la la la la la la. la la la la la la la Hey you gorgeous thing Come and play and swing We can make believe that I’m your queen and you’re my king. And we’ll sing effervescent cycling sideways absolutely high luminescent walk on water resolutely crazy gorgeous Thing is everything around you dancing in the waves Tumbling in the sandwich of your love Thing is my gazebo when it’s bouncing in my brain Taking all my senses over Hey you gorgeous, gorgeous thing.
7.
Jumpy Bean 01:56
I spend most every day selling myself Calling people on the phone I say “why won’t you put me in your magazine,” They say, “well, why don’t you leave me alone?” I spend most every day selling myself Start to feel like a whore And if I didn’t have my little brown friend, well I couldn’t take any more Save a little dollop for me I’m as low as man can be Girl, I got to let my mind run free with my jumpy bean, little jumpy bean, with my sweet little Columbian jumpy jumpy jumpy jumpy bean. I spend most every day selling myself Seeking something that I lack And though you know I love my little brown friend He’s a teeny little monkey on my back Save a little dollop for me It’s the only thing can cure my disease Girl, now can’t you see I’m down on my knees Gimme jumpy bean, gimme jumpy bean, Gimme sweet little Columbian jumpy jumpy jumpy jumpy bean.
8.
Looking Forward/Looking Back In Gotham City, you're looking pretty, I'm the obtrusive guy at your side Another party, you're Laurel, I'm Hardy You're flying and I am along for the ride They're calling places, you're fixing your faces And I'm in the green room, I'm hanging around And then right after, you're lighter than laughter And I got my jealousy dragging me down Another night, I could be persuaded With a look in your eye and a tug on my arm Another day, you get accoladed, And I get the feeling we'll both come to harm And I fear what I might find If I were to open up my mind Yeah, I'm scared of the words that come out at the seams I am hounded by nightmares while you're chasing dreams And my vision is dim where it used to be clear Looking forward to looking back on this year. And while you're flying, I'm quietly dying, You're over me, I'm going under again You see me frowning, not waving but drowning, I summon a smile, you go back to your friends Another venue, and so you continue And I keep the peace with my well-chosen lies All things being equal, I'll wait for the sequel Where everyone's happy and nobody dies Another night, I could be persuaded With a look in your eye and a tug on my hand Another day, you are so elated And I'm full of anger you don't understand And I fear what I might find If I were to open up my mind Yeah, I'm scared of the words that come out at the seams I am hounded by nightmares while you're chasing dreams And my vision is dim where it used to be clear Looking forward to looking back on this year, BRIDGE: Some day when we'll both look back and laugh at all the things we said Some day when it all seems so ridiculous and strange instead But right now I am living through it I can't see another way to do it I can't help feeling like I blew it And I am looking forward to looking back. Another game, olly-oxen free me 'cause I'm tired of playing and I wanna go home Where I'll get my life on track And I know that we'll make it through thick and through thin And I know I'll get out more than I have put in If I keep looking forward Well, I am looking forward I am looking forward Yeah, I am looking forward to looking back.
9.
You know, I’m a man, who is true to his word, who would never back out on a bargain You know, you can do anything that you want, and I’ll always be right by your side You know that I’d never desert you You know that I could never hurt you now. You go, anywhere, any time, anyhow, any way, with a strong sense of purpose. I go, right along, tag along, wanna stand in your light, wanna be by your side But I feel as though something is lacking My rose-colored glasses are cracking, and Now that the party is over and done Baby, I need you to tell me now, When do I get mine? You know, when you stand in the light, I am there though I know that you’re taking advantage You know, I agreed, gave away all I had, just to be by your side You do what you want and I let you You’re making me sorry I met you, and Now that the party is over and done Baby, I need you to tell me now, When do I get mine? It’s a two-way street Both parties must comply to gain admission The arrangement so neat The party is over and I’m stuck in the role of submission Now that the party is over Now that the party is over Now that the party is over and done Baby, I need you to tell me now, When do I get mine?
10.
Train, take me home Shoes, find my childhood road I'm coming for some comfort I'm coming to unload My dreams. Why all these emotions? Never got to use them God gave me talents Never got to choose them Why was I told the sky's the limit But never given wings? Who writes the songs no one sings? I'm returning to the place To where I won't be not good enough, Not right enough, For what is in my very heart I'm losing the race So why did I start? So, God, just take them Take away my dreams Take away my dreams They promised me things that I'll never see Drew me away from what I could be So just sweep up the magic Lead me to my door Relieve me of my dreams Let me wander no more Train, take me home Shoes, find my childhood road Take me where my future Will be only what it seems Home, make my home my home And take away...
11.
Ira Gershwin wrote this lyric, and his estate would prefer that we don't reprint it here. Which is a shame. It's a lovely lyric.
12.
Try Again 02:32
Emily embroiders, Walter works with weights Peter plays piano while Milo meditates Fido fetches frisbee, Stanley studies stars Frankie takes a photo while Brenda takes the bar Randall is a runner, Debbie likes to draw They got El Dorado and they got Shangri-la Everybody’s doing everything they can A purpose and a passion, keep it going, try again Dear sir or madam, to whom it may concern I listened to your demo and then I watched it burn Gave it thirty seconds, threw it down the hatch File under “firewood,” game, set, and match You’re not what we are looking for, you’ll never be I won’t give you a reason, it wasn’t up to me Record label lemming, catch me if you can Come on back and see me if you decide to try again And it’s hard when you see Someone else live your dream But I know there’s room for us all So I’ll get up after I fall And try again Sitting in the bleachers, dreaming of the day Bottom of the ninth, and you make your double play Momma told you good things come to those who wait But nothin’ happens if you don’t step up to the plate You’re still in the bleachers, light beer in your cup You’ll never drop the ball if you never pick it up But if you do not play you are never gonna win Gotta try it once, if you fail, you gotta try again
13.
Driving country I never seen Spend all my money on gasoline Never thinking of where I been Sun go up and come down again Come the night I go straight on through Long enough, strong enough, counting down the miles ’til I get to you Highway night, I don’t see no star Only white lines shooting under my car A.M. radio just broke down And there ain’t nobody for miles around Only got one thing to do That’s see the road, be the road, counting down the miles ’til I get to you Since you left me, nothing works right anymore Steam is rising from the hood Air conditioning is dripping on the floor I try to shift my gear down, but it don’t shift so good Power lock is broken, I can’t open the door The engine is barely alive Girl, I don’t know how I can make you make it run like it did before But I got to get to you now, And I got a long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long long way to drive. Sun come up on a brand new day And the road sign tell me I’m miles away Say a pray for my poor old car If it will get me to where you are I forget where I’m driving to long enough, strong enough, see the road, be the road, turn the wheels, burn the wheels, counting down the miles ’til I get to you.
14.
why would you come round again in the middle of the night the world is full of other men to satisfy your appetite but here you come at half past two, come knocking on my door you're searching and if I know you, you don't know what you're searching for the door swings shut it sounds like doom you're standing in my living room did you come in here to steal my heart you're a thief in an empty house you cannot steal, you cannot start you're a thief in an empty house by night you come sneaking, the cupboard is bare the floorboards are creaking, there's nobody there you are wasting your time at the scene of the crime now you're a thief in an empty house what hunger pulled you from your bed and across the sleeping town forgetting all that I had said expecting me to calm you down your lowered eyes, your restless hands, I've seen it all before you need a friend who understands, and I know you hope for something more you say my name, you touch my cheek I pray that I am not too weak did you come in here to steal my heart you're a thief in an empty house you cannot steal, you cannot start you're a thief in an empty house by night you come sneaking, the cupboard is bare the floorboards are creaking, there's nobody there you are wasting your time at the scene of the crime now I've nothing left to sacrifice why can't you set me free you cannot steal a treasure twice why can't you let me be my heart is missing from my chest the wound is slow to heal there is no thunder in my breast because there's nothing left to steal When suddenly you cling to me I stand as still as stone you could I think that I was free, when you have taken all I own I know the skin beneath your clothes, and the bones beneath your skin I never have been one of those who fight in wars they cannot win I'm full of hope, I'm full of dread I let you lead me to the bed did you come in here to steal my heart you're a thief in an empty house you cannot steal, you cannot start you're a thief in an empty house by night you come sneaking, the cupboard is bare the floorboards are creaking, there's nobody there you are wasting your time at the scene of the crime now you're a thief in an empty house
15.
she out among all the stars she Barbarella in impermeable spacesuit she passing Venus and Mars he think about her on his crowded a.m. commute This is Houston. Do you read me? Are you out there? Do you need me? Standard orbit, or extended? I will be waiting 'til this is ended I got the home fires burning for you No matter how far you may roam I got the home fires burning for you gonna be hot, gonna be hot when you get home. she want to be astronaut she want a rocket ship to fly over land and sea she like adventure a lot he like adventure novels read with a cup of herbal tea You're the fly girl to the masses. Are you my girl? Are you NASA's? Where you off to? When you landing? Got your transmission, but no understanding I got the home fires burning for you I got the searchlights all over town I got the home fires burning for you guide you in, guide you down, It's all right, it's all right for me to be your secret weapon 'cause I know that you know I'm not a stone for you to step on It's all right I had jealousy eating away at me from the inside but I know you now, and you know me now and I love you baby and I wanna see you ride this ride
16.
Well I've been wondering what you want me to do with the things you left behind. And I no longer understand what's with you and the workings of your mind. You took off in such a hurry that day and my house is full of crazy things that you have thrown away. Without words, with that look, you react, take your bags and take control. And lately people seem to flock to your side in search of your guiding light and with your simple facts, you help them decide it's either black or white. You got the cleanest reputation in town and people put their trust in you, you cannot let them down underneath, deep inside, you are weak with your struggle for control. And when I see you now you're pouring water on your fire quenching love and passion and boxing up your soul and this desire for control is now controlling your desire pretty soon you won't have anything at all except your control And when life gets rough some people will hide and some people stand and take the heat although it may cost them pride and then some sacrifice everything to remain in control. And you take control.
17.
Well summer comes and then it's gone and you'd be wise to find romance before too long. Another taste of something sweet, and you can rest assured that everything will be discreet unless you put your heart where your libido's s'posed to be. She arrived and she was leaving. You said "please stay the night," she wondered if you were deceiving. And you embraced and went to bed. And as she kissed you you heard music in your head. She pulled you down and turned you round and whispered in your ear: "I don't wanna fall in love with you tonight. I don't wanna give my heart to you tonight. I only wanna lose myself in someone else's arms for a little while." First she came, now she's going. She's picking up her things and you can see her smile glowing, and now she's walking out the door, and now you realize you'll miss her all the more. There's something wrong with what you're feeling deep inside your heart. And now you've got this brand-new heartache in your soul and you've got something you can dream about. You crossed the bridge and now you pay the toll. Were you better off without? As you wrap your arms around yourself, remember what she said. She said: "I don't wanna fall in love with you tonight. I don't wanna give my heart to you tonight. I only wanna lose myself in someone else's arms for a little while."
18.
Well the walls are padded and the air is sweet and the bed is soft and inviting, and the jukebox here plays my favorite songs and the nightlife can be exciting. And if I need someone you're always there, And you have made my life your own. And there's lots of candy and there's lots of toys, we play all my favorite games. There's a secretary keeping track of my life, she remembers numbers and names. But if I want to leave you close the door, and you convince me I should stay in the velvet prison that you built for me, in this happy world of make-believe, in the velvet prison, in your silken dreams, you can make me forget I'd ever want to break free. I already got one mother, got a few good friends, I got you controlling my life. We been using each other to our own wicked ends, and I feel you twisting the knife in the velvet prison that you built for me, in this happy world of make-believe, in the velvet prison, in your silken dreams, you can make me forget I'd ever want to break free.

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released May 1, 1998

Produced by Brendan Milburn
Recorded by Gary Maurer at the Place
Vocals and a few overdubs recorded by Mike Caffrey at Monster Island and Daryl Kojak in his old apartment

piano, keys, vocals: Brendan Milburn
drums: Gene Lewin
bass: Victor Rice
violin & backup vocals: Valerie Vigoda

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GrooveLily Seattle, Washington

Bicoastal trio GrooveLily inhabits that contemporary space where creative musicians ignore the boundaries laid down by words like rock, folk, jazz and pop. The success of their first concert-musical, the critically-acclaimed holiday show STRIKING 12, has led them farther into the world of theatre, where they have carved out a unique niche as a rock band writing and performing shows. ... more

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